the internet is overwhelming. 'everyone' 'is all' 'like' 'this' on the 'internet' now 'bro.' looks sarcastic.
my feet smell so bad and it is so good.
i feel a surge of positive feelings when i hear "break up" by mario featuring sean garrett and gucci mane on the radio. i have been driving a pontiac grand prix rental car. it has a really good sound system. i listen to hip hop radio extremely loudly in it and crack myself up.
most of the things i feel lately: exhausted, drunk, vaguely ambitious, extreme silliness, bored/completely neutral, hopeless/overwhelmed about small things, resistant to things i "have to" do.
those are actually the feelings that have dominated my late teen to adult life so far, i think.
i wish this missed connection was for me:
and this one:
i don't know what i would do if they were, though. probably nothing. the idea of starting a romantic relationship is very unappealing to me right now, but the possibility of gaining feelings of validation is appealing. i don't know.
those are the only things i feel inspired to say right now.
someone from elmer, new jersey supplies this blog with the most hits.
someone else looked at this entire blog and didn't say anything.