the internet is overwhelming. 'everyone' 'is all' 'like' 'this' on the 'internet' now 'bro.' looks sarcastic.
my feet smell so bad and it is so good.
i feel a surge of positive feelings when i hear "break up" by mario featuring sean garrett and gucci mane on the radio. i have been driving a pontiac grand prix rental car. it has a really good sound system. i listen to hip hop radio extremely loudly in it and crack myself up.
most of the things i feel lately: exhausted, drunk, vaguely ambitious, extreme silliness, bored/completely neutral, hopeless/overwhelmed about small things, resistant to things i "have to" do.
those are actually the feelings that have dominated my late teen to adult life so far, i think.
i wish this missed connection was for me:
http://baltimore.craigslist.org/mis/1149265249.html
and this one:
http://baltimore.craigslist.org/mis/1147750502.html
i don't know what i would do if they were, though. probably nothing. the idea of starting a romantic relationship is very unappealing to me right now, but the possibility of gaining feelings of validation is appealing. i don't know.
those are the only things i feel inspired to say right now.
someone from elmer, new jersey supplies this blog with the most hits.
someone else looked at this entire blog and didn't say anything.
5 comments:
I am the Elmer, NJ resident that is most frequently viewing your blog. I enjoyed your story at 3am, and found your blog and find it quite entertaining. Although, I must admit that a lot of my views were accidental as your blog was saved right next to actual google on my bookmarks. I have since moved it. But I will continue reading.
Keep up the writing and the blog. I especially liked your comment about not putting yourself into situations where you could possibly receive a positive response from others. I feel that to be a fitting description for my life currently. Good Luck
the sacred heart is a religious devotion to jesus' physical heart as the representation of divine love for humanity
oh, oh, that second missed connection...bestill my missed-connection-obsessed heart. why the fuck isn't someone somewhere wondering about what my shoulder blades look like when i sleep?
drunk is a feeling.
hi elmer, nj. i'm glad you like my blog and story. i hope you didn't see my comment as accusatory or something. i'm glad you feel similar things as me sometimes. good luck to you too.
hi ryan, i didn't know what that referred to at first, but now i do, haha.
hi kira, yeah seriously
hi dj, life is a highway
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