11.30.2008

Tonight in the parking lot as I was walking out to my car, I was smelling that distinct "city food smell" and feeling nostalgic for a dream. I was positive I had experienced this before in a dream. I thought, "I HAVE HAD SO MANY EXPERIENCES IN MY LIFE, HOW DO I STORE THESE BILLION EXPERIENCES, HOW DO I NOT FORGET EVERYTHING, REMEMBERING MEANS I HAVE EXISTED IN THE PAST AND WHAT IF I FORGET THINGS, DOES THAT MEAN THIS IS ALL FOR NOTHING?!" in all caps in my head.