7.29.2009

can't decide if i want to buy beer or cigarettes right now, down to last $11 until tomorrow

can't decide if my recent haircut has a negative correlation between 'ability to look like a hipster girl' and 'objective attractiveness'

can't decide if i'm actually hungry or if i just feel a need to be hungry because i've only eaten a salad and banana today

can't decide if going to work, coming home, sitting in bed, writing a little, looking at the internet, drinking a beer and listening to beat happening for the past two nights is a totally worthwhile or totally worthless existence

can't decide if my dad offering me weed in an email is really awesome or really fucked up

can't decide if i want to call back everyone who's called me or never call anyone ever again

can't decide if i want to drop out of school and become a truck driver right now or finish school and then become a truck driver

okay i just decided i will finish school

maybe

fuck

can't decide if this blog post is infinitely stupid

will not post this, i am sure of it

no, okay, i will post it

16 comments:

Jordan Castro said...

jeez..

posts are consistently good, i feel

hi

Giles Ruffer said...

'A Sentence Of Sorts In Kongsvinger' by of Montreal.

DJ Berndt said...

Posts are consistently good.

I enjoy reading your blog.

Tao Lin said...

sweet

brandon said...

damn

meggie said...

my friend is going to school to be a truck driver. it sounds like a good job.

ItinerantDaughter said...

My whole life, in a nutshell.

red newsom said...

this is definitely living

brandon said...

damn

michael said...

is this dumb? 'i love your blog'

sorry

seriously

i took an adderall to work on the job idea thing but then talked to my mom on the phone for an hour

now i feel aimless in a focused manner

27sw said...

cigarettes.


I could do with cigarettes.

colin bassett said...

'jesus'

i 'saved' this post to read tonight before i went to sleep, i think it is maybe deleted now

brittany wallace said...

indecisiveness is one of my worst personality flaws.

it is a personality flaw?

Buttercup McGillicuddy said...

'hahahaaahahhahahahaha'

Matthew said...

rkelly and i used to talk about being truckers, in a way that was not entirely unserious - i think that if our attempts at desk job life don't pan out by 26 i'll put for effort into convincing her, in which case we will start a small unionized trucking company of liberal arts majors in need of constant motion as well as benefits. too bad that this timeframe coincides with the deal of oil

:( :( :(

Db Salde said...

I know this is super old, but I found this looking for something adderall related. anyway, now everyone uses Piratall, legal adderall alternative. Uses huperzine it's way better and doesn't show up on drug tests. You can buy it online. look. Go to drugsandbadideas.com and then look in the drugs section for the article that is called "adderall alternatives: substitutes for prescription strength adderall" and see for yourself.